I almost don't want to write anything. How many journals do I have with the same inscriptions - the same well-intentioned, poorly executed commitments. As if writing "I'm going to change" 3, 798 times (a rough estimate) will make it a reality. Part of me feels that it is absolutely useless to outline my hopes… Continue reading Shame.
Tag: eating disorder recovery
For Aslan.
Two posts in one week. Maybe I can keep this thing up... Over the past couple of weeks, I have felt myself wrapped in the familiar embrace of depression. Not only depression but despair. Along with the despair, my severe sense of lack and jealousy, also ravaged my thoughts. I couldn't snap out of it.… Continue reading For Aslan.
Stuck.
Hi guys. Looks like it's time for the annual post. You know, when I first decided to blog, I had the intention to write more frequently. I have intention behind a lot of things. Motivation, however, I lack. I know that I could do something with these thoughts that float around in my head. I… Continue reading Stuck.
Dormant.
“It's strange indeed how memories can lie dormant in a man's mind for so many years. Yet those memories can be awakened and brought forth fresh and new, just by something you've seen, or something you've heard, or the sight of an old familiar face.” ― Wilson Rawls, Where the Red Fern Grows The above… Continue reading Dormant.